A package!

Purchase Date:  9/17/12
Legend of Legia: Estimated value - $50
Saga Frontier: Estimated value - $22
Paid: $35 for both.

When I began Epic RPG Quest, I had hoped that somewhere along the line I would end up with a purchase story better than "Yeah, I wanted that game... so I bought it."  Just something with a little more life to it, a little more personality.  Little did I know that story would come so quick...

To begin, one of my best friends since childhood is a man named Bill Rinaldi, whom is currently working at Nickelodeon as the Martial Arts Coordinator (and if you knew him, you would know that information to be a little bit funny) for the cartoon Legend of Kora.  A few months back he had started a tumblr to keep track of all the details he comes across in his day to day life which has garnered a tidy few followers.

As a favor, he posted to his followers that Epic RPG Quest had begun and linked them to my blog.  As luck would have it, one of his followers named Kelsey (whom may be seen around the internets using the Screen Name "Negai Boshi") responded saying she had acquired two of the games on my list.  Bill gave her my information and she kindly sent me an offer to send the games to me, should I be willing to pay for shipping.

She had informed me that she had bought a Playstation 2, and upon learning this information (and its backwards compatibility)  her mother had been scouring tag sales and the like and buying up every game she could on site.  This led to Kelsey coming into possession of two games, Legend of Legaia and Saga Frontier, which she in all honesty, may never get around to playing.

Overwhelmed by her kindness, I did remember to ask what condition the games were in and she informed me both games were in good and working condition with their cases and booklets still in tact (a minor break in the CD holder of the Legend of Legaia case, but I knew from experience that these are easily swapped out should that feel like a problem).  As I mentioned, I was a bit overwhelmed with the kindness of her offer I felt like it would be dishonest to take it up without letting her know the value of the games she had first.  I then informed her that Legend of Legaia was worth roughly $50 in retail and Saga Frontier was worth about $22.  I then offered to pay her $35 to cover the games and the shipping, knowing this is about what one would get on trade in were she able to find a shop to take them.  She agreed and the exchange was made.

A few days later (yesterday) the above pictured package arrived.  Inside I found two very neatly packaged games...

When removing the games from their bubble wrapped cocoon, I found a kind little note attached to the front of Saga Frontier...

As this note is now a part of my story, I believe I will keep it with Saga Frontier from now on, as a definitive part of my collection.  In the end I ended up with two new games...

and upon inspection I found that Saga Frontier was in very respectable condition, and Legend of Legaia was in pristine condition, disk, booklet and all (She even included an extra bubble wrap pad next to the disk to make sure it didn't bump around in the case), honestly one of the best condition games I've bought thus far (it looks completely un-played).

I very much so look forward to playing these games, as Saga Frontier has always looked to be a beautifully imagined adventure to me and Legend of Leaia is a game that I had played previously and absolutely loved (you may notice it's a 3 stared game on my list... I absolutely cannot wait to play this one again.)

This whole endeavor has convinced me of something that I wasn't quite sure of from the start, and thats the fact that these games are likely to be found in places I never expected.  I half expected my quest to just be non stop trips to gamedude, however it is apparent that these games can be found through online purchases, at tag sales, or even through the kindness of fans (not fans of myself per say, but hopefully I'm winning some over).

So in the end I would just like to say a special thanks to Kelsey, both for the games  and for the story.  I absolutely will be enjoying them.

My Birthday Presents to Me

Purchase Date:  9/14/12

Darkstone: $3

RPG Maker: $9

Jade Cocoon: $26

Star Ocean: $34

Earlier this week I had a birthday, September 11th to be precise (and 29... for anyone who was interested enough to ask which birthday it was).  Yes, of course it does suck to have a birthday overshadowed by such a nationwide event, and of course unlike the unlucky people born on christmas or another major holiday, an event that is undisputedly a complete tragedy.

It doesn't really get me down so much, but I do still try to treat myself to a little extra birthday present each year.  This year of course, I opted for another trip to gamedude to knock a couple of titles off the list.  Of course, this was icing on the cake of what was already a fantastic birthday (My wife surprised me with tickets to see "The Book of Mormon," took me out to dinner in Hollywood and then baked me a birthday pie... I'm not a huge fan of cake), but tradition is tradition.

On Friday of this week I ended up working from home (a.k.a. opting to do housework instead of actual work) and used the opportunity to pick up Jeremy (my gamedude shopping cohort) and head out.  I knew I going into it that I was going to pick up pretty much any of the cheaper games on my list that they had in stock, as well as one or two of the ones I was actually really looking forward to playing.

Once I arrived I mulled over the shelves for the titles I immediately knew I wanted, and for the most part came up empty handed.  I guess that's not entirely accurate, they did have a good selection, and all the games you would expect were there, all the Final Fantasies (aside from tactics, which is the one I was crossing my fingers for), Vandal Hearts, Breath of Fire, Arc the Lad... all the big names.  I was particularly looking forward to a few of the more obscure titles.  There is a copy of Persona sitting on the shelf there for about $100 that haunts me every time I pass it by, but I have a feeling I may be able to find that one cheaper elsewhere.

Then I moved on to find which of the cheaper titles I was able to scrounge up and found Battle Hunter, Darkstone, and RPG Maker.  Satisfied with those, I went down the list of games I was looking forward to and came up with Jade Cocoon and Star Ocean as my top picks of the moment.

While at the counter to make my purchases, the clerk opened the games and inspected the disks.  Upon inspection, he found that Battle Hunter had prominent radial scratches near the edge of the disk, and therefore suggested that I don't buy it.  Satisfied with the recommendation I only bought the other four games instead.  Upon purchase, the clerk offered me their rewards program, which I honestly found more beneficial than most any other rewards program out there (especially the utter bullshit that is the Game Stop "points" program... a million fucking points and they'll give you a promotional keychain or some crap they got for free... awesome).  Its your typical rewards punch card, however once full (ten punches) you will get $50 off of any game or $50 worth of used DVDs or Blurays... not too shabby.  This actually miffed Jeremy a bit, as he had just spent the same amount as I (and honestly does so more often than I do) and was not offered the same deal (by a different clerk, the clerk ringing me up actually offered him the rewards system post purchase).  But I guess the upside to that (if there is one) is that Gamedude is obviously not likely to push a bunch of superfluous peripherals, pre orders and rewards programs on its customers like some other retailers.

When I got home and began looking over the booklets (one of my favorite things to do immediately after purchasing a game), I did get a little bit of bonus nostalgia, still included in the case of Star Ocean after all these years.  I will leave you today with the the tiny insert that I hadn't seen in a long long time.

Legend of Dragoon - Initial Thoughts

Purchase Date: July 2012
Purchase Price: $25

There is, of course, a lot to say about Legend of Dragoon, and at this point I'm guessing most of it has been said.  Coming around on the tail end of the PS1 lifespan, Legend of Dragoon was touted as and in many ways looked forward to as the definitive "Final Fantasy Killer."  This, of course was both a tall order and a curse on the way the game was received as I remember it.  The high stakes of those claims of course being amplified by the fact that we were right in the middle of the former series' strongest streak (at least from a popularity perspective) ever.

If anything ever could have done it though (Spoiler Alert:  It didn't) it very well could have been this game.  The odds stacked so high against it, its incredible that this game made a blip on the radar at all, but in the end I feel like commercial success or failure (and I don't really think it was either to be honest.  A lot of people played and loved this game, but it never became the franchise it deserved either) this game won its way into the hearts and minds of many.  In fact, when I first posted publicly that I had begun the Epic RPG Quest, the overwhelming majority of reaction I received was along the lines of "Man, Legend of Dragoon... great game."  A reaction that is, in my opinion, rightfully earned.

The thing is, everyone knows the Final Fantasies of this era are great, and everyone knows of the Chrono Crosses and (to a lesser extent) the Grandias, but this game was a total wild card.  We didn't know shit about it to begin with, aside from the fact that it had set some pretty damn high expectations of itself.  Everything about this game people were discovering anew, from the characters, to the fighting system, to the world and its history and nuances.  All of these things were built and portrayed admirably, and for that reason I think overall it won out the hearts of its players, and now is remembered as just a great game, rather than "the one that tried to dethrone the king," as it was initially touted.

I, admittedly, had never had a chance to play it.  It was always on my radar up until and after its release, however being of the poorer type of gamer, I always shied towards the bargain bin in favor of this beautiful and seemingly unobtainable gem.  Legend of Dragoon just wasn't popular enough for me to be able to borrow/steal the game disc by disc from my friends as I had other games, and there wasn't a franchise name for me to imprint in the minds of my family members time and time again in order to receive it as a gift on any appropriate occasion.  Therefore I was left to my own devices... and my own devices were to go without.

Therefore, this was always at the top of my list of games to acquire a new once my collecting had begun.  Earlier this year, Karl a friend of mine from back home, had come out to attend Comic-Con (as he does each year since I get free passes, and really, who can turn that up?).  The event having come and gone, we were left with a few days to spend in L.A. with plenty of time to fill.  I knew I had to bring him to gamedude, to show him their palate of nostalgia and kickstart the familiar conversations of the games we loved growing up.  While there I noticed they had a copy of Legend of Dragoon sitting on the shelf which hadn't been there in past visits.  Feeling a bit of divinity in this I was sure to swoop it up, even though at this point I hadn't yet considered collecting these games seriously.

Once again, the game sat on my shelf for a solid month, however I always had the intention of playing it, and began just that roughly 2 weeks ago.  I am currently into the second disc of the game, and will continue to update the blog with my thoughts and revelations as I continue to play (as will likely be the format of writing from here on out, just a random spattering of musings based on what I am playing with some overall breakdowns as the one included above when I begin a game.)  I do, of course, have some thoughts to share already, but I will spare you for another day.

Granstream Saga - My Story

Purchase Date:  Hell if I know.
Price: Gift
Repurchase Date:  April 2012
Repurchase Price: $5


Granstream Saga was amongst my favorite games in the "something I'd never heard of until now" category that I had received as a gift.  Every time I held one of said games in my hands, ready to insert it into my system and power it up, I felt a palpable anticipation and anxiety (although subconsciously done, the sexual undertones of that statement were probably not a mistake).  I never knew what I was going to get.  Judging from the cover I figured I was in for some sort of romp involving a bejeweled hero with an awkwardly foreshortened sword (or maybe a comically large dagger?).  I figured it had airships, a panicked parakeet, a dreadnaught from Zelda, a busty maiden that kinda wants to punch me (maybe?) and some sort of cow skull monster with a... vagina? cowrie shell?... on its forehead (I specifically remember thinking that when picking up the game for the first time, and still to this day think it).  One thing for sure, it would be a ride one way or another (it was a dragon by the way... not a cow skull demon monster... I figured that was probably bugging you,).

The game did not disappoint.  It had an interesting fight system, fully hand drawn anime cut scenes (at this point most cut scenes were CGI, so that was a bit of a novelty) and a surprisingly well crafted story.  Most importantly, it felt like a game that was completely mine.  Nobody had ever heard of it and certainly nobody had ever played it (at least in my small town.  I'm not putting forth that truly I was the only person that ever played it... although that would be an interesting thought.  I get the game as a child, sell the game for store credit in the days before I knew this was a system designed to rip me off, and then buy the same copy back some fifteen years later in the overly elaborate ploy of some evil genius to get thirtyfive dollars from me rather than just thirty.  I imagine him wringing his hands, smiling at his ill gotten gains, his plan having finally paid off... wow, that was a long ass sidetrack).

Upon discovering gamedude earlier this year, my friend Jeremy (whom has had an integral part in both my decision to start this collection and the decision to record the journey) started to bulk up his collection with games of yesteryear.  I on the other hand started purchasing games in a more practical mindset, games I had always wanted to try but had a hard time finding (The World Ends With You, anyone?).  Every time I went to the store though, I was immediately drawn to the PS1 area of their shelves, content just to revel in it and the memories it stirred up.  I also remained somewhat jealous of my friend who had the confidence to make the rash purchases that I avoided, perhaps somewhat aware of the Pandora's box it would open.  All of that practicality went out the window when I saw a lone copy of Granstream Saga sitting on the shelf for a mere five dollars.

I bought the game and let it sit on my shelf for a few months while my wife and I moved to a new house and settled.  Then, one night, I decided "Hell, I bought the damn thing, I might as well play it." so I popped it into my PS3, flicked on the projector and began playing it on a screen larger than my young self could have imagined with headphones creating an encompassing world I hadn't dreamed of.  This is what my childhood is supposed to feel like... my new mission was coming into focus.

Final Fantasy IX - My Story

Purchase Date: 2000
Price: Gift
Repurchase Date:  2008
Repurchase Price:  $10 (estimated)

By the time Final Fantasy IX rolled around, I knew the drill.  It was going to be amazing ('ner-riffic being the term my friends and I had coined in order to explain how these games made us feel in our 'down there' zone).  Of course, hindsight as it is, this game generated the polarized opinions that it either marks the beginning of the series' downfall or it is the last true Final Fantasy game.  For many reasons it seems to teeter that gap, and while I don't seem to find myself thinking either of those statements are wholly accurate, I to tend to favor the later.  This probably being, in my opinion, the most under appreciated game in the bunch that I can think of.  Sure, Zidane wasn't my choice protagonist at first, but I ended up with a soft spot for the little sky pirate monkey boy... thing.  The character designs in general felt like HD re-builds of the cartridge era sprites which I found endearing.

I was straddling my Junior and Senior year of high school while playing this game (although I played games what felt like a lot at the time, it seems like my hour count must have been somewhat limited in retrospect as a game like this could take me 4-6 months to complete.) and as such, this game relates back to some serious milestones in my adolescence.  I remember playing this game in a daze as I had begun seriously dating what was, at the time, my most stable girlfriend.  This of course was an important landmark because up until that point I had been what is known as a serial dater (or as my sister lovingly referred to it "a manwhore").  I remember talking Final Fantasy IX strategy with my co-workers at my first job at an environmental lab (it was really weird, I worked the second shift and we set off chemical reactions and threw things off the roof... neither of which were work related of course)... and I remember spending all-nighters with my friends playing this game deep into the recesses in the morning before passing out in separate rooms and hurling insults at each other just for the fun of it.

This game, having encompassed so many milestones in my journey towards what I then thought was adulthood, was a natural choice to reacquire years later when I had grown nostalgic.  So in one fell swoop I picked up this one along with the previously mentioned Chrono Cross back in 2008.  In fact, I was re-playing this game when I began dating the woman that would later become my wife, so this game is intrinsically linked with a number of huge milestones in my life.

On top of all that, I find the game itself just to be absolutely delightful.  It is a true fairytale from beginning to end and decided to take a chance in exchanging the series' new standard of brooding heroes unraveling a complicated and world threatening plot while simultaneously accomplishing self realization (don't get me wrong, I loved that stuff as well) for a lighter and more jubilant fare (that still had a world threatening plot for good measure).  It was a bold move that kept the series fresh in my eyes without compromising the elements that made it great (as proven later in the series' history, some bold moves don't quite pay off.) 

I remember upon beating the game (both times actually) thinking to myself "That's it?  That was so simple!"  Not in a bad way though, just in a way that I hadn't expected.  Unlike most Final Fantasy games, its plot was so straight forward and easily followed (at least for me) that I understood it on the first playthrough (which definitely could not be said for a good number of entries, prior to and after this one).  It felt like a return to the series' humble beginnings in a number of ways.

Lastly, this sticks out to me as one of the last major experiences I had with the PS1 before moving towards the PS2 era.  Of course I paid no heed to it at the time, but a huge chapter in my gaming biography was coming to a close.

Chrono Cross - My Story

Purchase date: 2008 (exact date unknown)
Price:  $10 (estimated)

Chrono Cross presents an odd anomalous gap in my memory.  With most games I've played I am able to remember very clearly the experiences that were occurring during my life while playing them as well as oddly specific details about playing the game itself, such as which television in which room in the house I had hooked up my game system and spent the most time playing said game.  Chrono Cross, on the other hand seems to have blanked out a lot of my player experience.  Now, this isn't for lack of memorability, as anyone who's played the game can tell you.  I know this because I remember the game itself vividly.  Perhaps it is just that total immersion that sucked me in, or perhaps I was just too busy trying to figure out what the hell was going on in this game (seriously, I got a little lost about the time that I became a cat person that used to be my mortal enemy... and this seemed semi permanent).  In the end the details lost (or at least, disassociated) are insignificant, but it sticks out as odd to me, so I figured I'd ponder it a bit just the same (Achievement Unlocked: Pondering).

What I do remember however is that this game came to me as another in the long line of 'borrowed' games (at that time, most of the AAA games I got to play were borrowed, my personal library consisting of obscure titles out of the bargain bin, which I also played the absolute shit out of).  The lender in this particular case was the elder cousin of my best friend.  He always had the best games, and he always finished them within days of their release, no matter how long the play time.  This was due to the fact that he was significantly older than us and on a partial work disability due to a physical malady.  This meant that his life consisted of (and still does,) video games.

Now as a quick sidebar, I know there are a good many people who would frown upon such an existence, and I totally admit that it is not one that I could readily embrace myself, however its not exactly one I look down upon either.  In this life who is to say what achievements are more worth while, or that relationships built and maintained via interpersonal communication are any more real than those built over XBL or WoW.  It all ends the same for every one of us anyways, so to each their own (that sentiment is kinda a double edged sword isn't it?).

Sidebar... aside... (sure, that works) my friend's cousin was an outright cool dude.  He introduced us to pretty much everything awesome (video game and horror movie wise) way before we were supposed to be introduced to it  (to this day I still can't convince my friend to watch Fire in the Sky ever again).  Thus I had obtained a copy of Chrono Cross.  Now, I had of course been familiar with the predecessor, and was filled with excitement to play this game, and play it I did.  Everything about this game felt like a breath of fresh air at the time, from the beginning moments in a small beach side community, to the ever expanding cast of characters and the unique twists the plot threw you.  I remember treating the obtainable characters like Pokémon, I absolutely had to get them all.  Of course, this being before I knew of gamefaqs or even had a reliable internet connection, so I was only able to assemble my ultimate party based off of rumors and conjecture.

Truth be told, I never actually finished the game on that first play through.  I think this was in part due to the fact that at the time my mother had recently re-married, had another child and my family was moving to a new house so there was a lot of chaos in the mix.  That was combined with the fact that I had hit the wall of this game.  I use that term to explain what inevitably happens in any video game I play, but most prominently with RPGs, where I find myself with a seemingly insurmountable task to overcome.  A boss battle, a puzzle, an ill advised save with little to no health and no backup (back then each memory card held about 10 saves, so multiple saves were some sort of mythical beast, I'd heard of them, but never experienced it myself)... the catalyst changes, but the feeling is the same.  The feeling that raises the question as to whether or not the fun I am having with the game is worth the effort I need to put in at this very point.  More often than not, the answer is yes, but in this instance, and through no fault of the game itself, I had cast it aside and returned the disks.

Apparently this left a void somewhere in me because many years later, sometime in 2008, I became nostalgic and decided to see if I could find some of the games I'd always wanted to own and never did.  Chrono Cross was at the top of my list.  I promptly purchased a sealed "Greatest Hits" copy of the game via e-bay and played the hell out of it.  I remember a feeling of dread creeping upon me as I reached my previously hit wall (I remember it well, a point on the pirate ship where you have to rig a game against the captain... I couldn't figure it out for the life of me)  and I remember being almost angry at how easy it was to figure out now in my later years.  That was a big feeling for me, being able to easily accomplish a task that had daunted me in my youth, and it probably added a good amount of vigor to my desire to begin my current task at hand.

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Yesterday I spoke with my younger brother back in Massachusetts.  I told him of my newly established goal and referred him to the blog.  He seemed to be rather interested in the endeavor (which, although not surprising because he is family, is interesting due to the fact that most of these games he has no reason to care about) and offered to search my parents house thoroughly for the games on the list that have been lost.  This is a tremendous boon considering the 3000 miles between us would cause purchasing a plane ticket to search for them myself to result in these few games being the most expensive in my library.

Final Fantasy VII - My Story

Purchase date: Summer 2005
Price: $20

To begin I have decided to tell the stories behind the games that I already own, and what better place to start than with Final Fantasy VII.

Rest assured, I don't plan on just telling you yet another masturbatory recap of the game and its awesomeness (there's already enough of that out there) but I probably do love it that much as well.

This was, of course, my first foray into the next generation of gaming (as was the case with pretty much everyone back then) and I was blown away.  Even more so than I was blown away by the game itself, I was blown away with how universal its appeal seemed.  This was an RPG that everyone owned... seriously... everyone.  I was amazed to find upon visiting the house of a friend of a friend, someone whom I though I had absolutely nothing in common with, that he had a copy of the game currently in his Playstation, the case sitting along side his sizable collection of madden titles and racing games.  Seriously, this was a kid who's hobbies included pizza and backyard wrestling, and there he was with what had been up until then, such a niche piece of entertainment, casually sitting in his collection.  I would never expect to see such a thing today.

My first introduction to the series came in the form of watching a friend play his copy during a sleepover.  (a friend that in retrospect I was a total ass to having that night alone gotten him in trouble with his parents by flirting with his sister... and then later dating her... I was not a good person back then, but then again very few high schoolers are.)  I vividly remember sitting there in his room and watching as the first battle transition came up.  He was in the northern part of the world and had to battle what looked to me to be cute bunnies.  I of course cried out "Aaaw, lookit the cute bunnies!" right before Vincent pulled out his rifle and shot one in the head causing it to erupt in an explosion of fading red polygons.  Holy shit!  I was hooked.

The funny thing is, as big of a fan as I am of this game, I never owned a copy of it until well after my fifth play through (did I mention I REALLY love this game?).  The reasoning behind that is simple... I was poor, and everyone on the goddam planet owned a copy.  The beauty behind it was that the game was 3 disks, so I strategically borrowed whatever disk my friends weren't using.  Then I would forget that I borrowed the disk and borrow it again from someone else.  By the time I got to college I think I had 3 Disk 1's, 4 Disk 2's, and 1 Disk 3 floating around my house.

After graduating college I had the typical post grad lull and decided that the best use of my time was to play through Final Fantasy VII in its entirety as quickly as possible.  All of my ill gotten disks at this point having been either tossed, lost or damaged beyond repair, it was high time I bought a copy of my own.  Impressively enough (or perhaps not impressive at all considering its following) this was 2005 and I was still able to walk into Media Play (now bankrupt and closed... R.I.P.) and buy a brand new copy, still in shrink wrap.  This copy is the one that sits on my shelf today and still remains as my go to game whenever I'm feeling kinda down.